This weekend was interesting to me

to say the least. I havent been feeling so hot since Wednesday. I thought I was having some serious issues and was getting concern. I got what I thought the problem was taken care of and that didnt help the stomach issues. So feeling weak, upset, couldnt stay awake and still in pain I had to call in which really upset my apple cart. Then I started having flu like symptons and then again I had to call in. ERRRRR. Sunday morn I thought I would try to make it to church to I went to my cousin's here in town. She invited me for lunch ( thank you girl it was good) and we got her started on her blog and bebo. I am anxious to see what she will do with pics and all that wonderful stuff. I came home very tired and tried to rest but to no avail. So I checked out many blogs even people I didnt know and found it very interesting when it came to their ideas of thinking, craftiness, and all sorts of things. I feel that sometimes I can learn from others just reading about things in the blogs. (I had a teacher once in college that hated the word thing and would be upset if he saw how many things I wrote here) lol...To top every thing off I decided that I didnt want to sit in my computer chair and fell off it. I landed on the floor with a jolt and was afraid I woke the community up with the *earthquake* that was produced from me :)... I also landed on my endtable. Just hurt my hand, bum and got a headache but hey my pride got the worst damage. Even though no one was here I was still embarrassed to tears.lol. Since it was about 2am I didnt think I should wake the family up just to spill my heart's blubbering for that...
I am going to go lay down for awhile again and at 3p going to go in and work a double. I will be off at 7 in the morn. I do a lot of doubles. But that is okay it is helping me pay my bills. :)
I will talk to you later
me:)

I have been tagged!

I was tagged to do a "Meme" by my friend Sarah. The rules are as follows:
Pick up the nearest book of 123 pages or more.
No cheating!
Find Page 123.
Read the first 5 sentences.
Post the next 3 sentences.
Then tag 5 people.

The book nearest to me is "The Scarlet Thread" by Francine Rivers

She heard him turn on the shower. The glass door snapped closed. He let the water run so long, that she fell asleep again and didnt awaken until the alarm went off at five-thirty.

Now I'll tag:
Stephanie (gsrek.blogspot.com)
charity (charitree.blogspot.com)
Lindsey (loodale.blogspot.com)
valerie (profitt.blogspot.com)
Ladonna (covertscorner.blogspot.com)

I have finally got to the library to post on my

lovely blog. :) Thank you for all that have sent messages through our grieving time. My mama had done granma's hair at the mortuary. I thought she did a great job and of course it was a first for mama. Granma would have been proud of how she looked for us all. She looked like she could just wake up and say what you staring at?. We are doing good but I struggle at times working at the nursing home because many knew her in friends, relation, and of course the workers. Sometimes the patients make me think of her but slowly I remember the good times and that we were awarded 2 more years than what we should have since her major heart attack in 2005.

Yes I went to back to working at the nursing home and also walmart. I dont have a day off unless I ask for it. I still enjoy taking care of the residents but I do have to be careful that I dont get sick and that is my problem. I like to either go all wild with working or hardly nothing. I am just not a happy medium person :).

Brenda shocked alot of people at granma's veiwing but that was understandable. She is still dealing with seizure type spells and the blood clot. Hopefully after May they can do some more extensive testing to see why she does the spells and get rid of the clot as well. We are all waiting impatiently at times for May to get here.

Connie is doing good. She is still the life of the party and it is fun when we both take Brenda to the doctors together. It is like Brenda has 3 mamas lol... We are very protective of her.

Mom and Dad have been through the ringer with Dad's illness but I think that perhaps he is coming around.
So that is all about the family at this time. Unless something is happening and I am not aware of it.
talk to you later.
me :)

Monday brought a change

to my life. Grandma passed away. She had been suffering for 2 yrs and yes she isnt suffering anymore but I miss her. We had been taking care of her on sunday and noticed that she needed the nurse to come and check her. She sent her to Er and from there she continued to get worse. Pa isnt doing so hot physically and emotionally. Brenda isnt doing so hot with the blood clot and having a little one on the way puts a stop on what strong meds they can give her. Yes we are having a time that we wish would stop but in the long run we are drawing closer as a family and that is what matters the most. Will be posting more later.